Have been pondering if i've gotten over you.
well, it's a yes-no answer i guessed.
Yes simply because i'm used to the days without you already. Living perfectly fine alone.
And no because i can still feel the little aching in me. Especially when there's something that has got to do with you.
So it's kind of in between right now.
Hopefully i'm able to cross over to the 'yes' soon.

Anyway yesterday after ice, we were asked to go CHIMJES.
A place where we once went together before. Though it wasn't just us, but it was both our first time there.
But now, it also turned out to be the last time that we'll be there together again.
Do you know that i actually felt happy and honoured when i was able to experience any of your first time with you? Just that i didn't express it out and acted like nothing in the past.
I was holding back my tears the whole time when i was there.
Probably because alcohol tends to make people more emotional and that explained why i got so affected.
Wondering how will you feel if you happen to go there in future

Confession: Everytime my phone rings, I still have the little hope to see your name appearing again.
Yes I know this is silly.