Tuesday, October 16, 2012@12:20:00 AM
Down-riding rollar coaster
After so many tries of different passwords, finally I managed to log in.
Looking back at my very first post and it seems like i'm back to year 2005.
Exactly the same situation, just broke up.
The only difference is, I can say that I'm handling quite well.
I'm not crying as often anymore.
And now I'm trying hard to kick away the habit of missing you every single day.
I'm done with holding you back.
I took the courage to let you know how much i wanted you back even though you aren't keeping your promises.
I almost lost myself when i was saying all these, it wasn't me at all.
But all I got in return was "don't wait for my answer"
How appreciative can that be my dear, you made me speechless.
All I can say is I've tried my best already.
So, take it or leave it.
Thanks for pushing me even further away from you this time. You just made it easier for me to let go.