Sunday, May 07, 2006@6:56:00 PM
hao lah...update la...update for my tian jie to read...LOL..hais...actually oso nth for me to blog lah...hais...see...i told u..but mayb i nv...but i knew it all along...that u haven fgt maurice... those who told me that u had already fgt bla bla bla..or wadever..u can fgt abt saying to me bah...as i wun believe u...eg. jingwen...i dun believe..as i myself...dun believe myself that i had fgt him too... all juz juz mainly my thoughts...or ur thoughts...if fgt a person..can be such easy things..then me myself wun be so sad for quite long anymore...but i can sae that..feelings do fade away...as mine are fading...lolx..not as strong anymore...really..i already get used to all the tinks...abt him and her...(ppl ur should noe i m refering to lah..hor?) hahaa...if u dun noe..means u dun belong to here..pls get lost! i have get used to my sadness...i dun feel anytink nw..is that a good thing or not ? for getting used to my sadness? i dun noe...mayb its a gd tink for me bah...kae lah..enough for my thoughts...sian...cannot go out todae..argh...if not i will be in ktv ..singing my hearts out wif my cousin and tian? yeah...guessed so..hais..she hasnt been gd i guessed...as she told me she is moody...she is getting tired over the relationship...i dun noe y..and i dun noe wad happen...i wish i could help..but i cant...the least i could do is..listen to her probs...but i cant too!!! argh..i feel so bad ...as i cant go out todae...hais...sorry.. is all i can sae and do? sad lah...failure man...