hais...sian..chia told me that she had tok to her...well..i m not gonna mentioned the names...juz in case..yeah...but if u r my frend ..and understand me well enluff...u should noe =) and chia ask...u gt stead rite...and she sae yah...frm 'that sch' .. its obvious enluff...nvm..fgt it...i dun gif a damn to it...i m tired of it..and once again...i gonna vent out all my anger my feelings and my thoughts here...frends mayb u will get bored....as i m gonna vent everytink out AGAIN...hais... let mi begin...yah ..u sae u prefer to be alone...did u ever ask...wat is my choice...did u ever bothered to understand hw i felt and yet u expect ppl to understand u...yes..u may noe i m sad...but did u noe that wat i felt is not only sad...or rather is more disappointment..than sad...u dun know and u will never understand i guess...wat u did really disappoint me...u sae u felt irritated ...but we felt even more tired than ur irritates...i dun even noe to trust hu...u may sae we dun trust u ...but ..yah...wat u did to make us trust u...wat we see and hear..are owaes the negative tinks...totally no link on wat u had to us...u r in the light and we r in the dark...we dun even noe a single tinks..we r juz curious wat is goin on...ok ..fine...its really no pt saying all tis ...as i had make it cleared that we wont care anymore frm that particular day onwards..! u nv noe hw we felt as u r selfish and irresponsible...u broke all the promises which u had promised...and confidently ...u sae u will do it...ok..i admit..i do broke promises...but..after tis incident...u made me 100% thinks that yes...promises are meant to be broken...they are juz lies! beautiful lies... wat u treat us as...a stranger? or a friend? i should sae...a friend when u had any probs or trouble ...and a stranger when there is nothing...wat u take us as...ur prob solver? no... we are not willing and dun even want tis kind of frends...if ur frends are that gd...fine..go find them when u r in trouble...u dun nid us...dun come and find us when u had any trouble...i have nth to sae...and at least..i wun be that angry...and dun ever ask mi..so are we still frends or wadever qns in future...mayb u will not...but i dun care...dun ever ask me that...i m not gonna ans u... so wat if my ans is no or yes...it doesnt matter lots i tink...it does not make any differences... as in the end...we r still wat we r...nth changes..we r still strangers...i hate myself and you... i really hate you...i hate myself for after so many tinks had happen...i still love u ! i mus be stupid...i m a fool...silly girl...argh~! you should be proud of urself bah...1st ever person hu made me so damn disappointed ... sucks..i hate i love...wo de ai qing cong lai mei you si diao guo...hais..