Monday, April 03, 2006@10:45:00 PM
hais...feeling so moody tis few days..crying crying crying...tears have been flowing down my cheek tis fews days..since last wk...isnt mi pathetic? hais...wat i see frm him was...nth happen before..is realli NTH happen b4 to him...well..i can too..i can treat it as nth happen b4 in front of him...in front of my friends...but nt when i m alone..no way...tears juz appeared in my eyes...memories juz appeared in my brains..the crack juz appeared in my heart...wat can i do? wat can i do to make all tis disappeared...hais..argh...guys sucks...they juz sucks! they are so fond of hurting we girls...bloody hell..tinks juz appeared so automatically when i m all alone myself...when i m listening to songs...hais..lets hope tat tinks will get better when time goes by...well...of cos i mean my feelings...not him! ah~! i dun expect anytink frm him anymore...i dun expect the relationship of ours can turn any better anymore...i dun even expect that we can b friends anymore...i really really dont expect anytink le...really..i dun wanna myself to get hurt even more...even deep..its already enluff...whatever things...i had make it so clear to him that i wont care...ying wont care..and we wont care...cant b bothered lah...so...not gona care.. and i meant wat i say...ppl..pls dun make any promises to another person..if u tink u gonna break it...tis really disappoint ppl...i believe all of us had already had a taste of broken promise bah... and again ...i have to sae...PATHETIC...hais..cheer up! jia you to myself...jia you to those who is sad...smile..yeah..SMILE!