yummy yummy...juz finish my toblerone chocolate...wahaha..but i eat until quite disgusting lah...i eat until the whole chocolate melted on my hand...so no choice..have to put the whole tink inside...and u noe..the melted chocolate on my hand looks lyk..erm....wahahha..shit? lolx..yeah... waolao..nw raining...den got thunder and lightning...kao..juz nw eat my chocolate half way...den the thunder suddenly so loud..without any warning lor...den make my jump up of my sit..so scary...LOL..sian...alone at home..hais..although i lyk alone at home...but i still find it sian..sobx... hais..hais...hais...actuali i oso dun noe y lah..i cried ytd...quite alot times..hmm...juz feel lyk crying bah...hais..i dun noe whether i m sad anot...oone tink i can confirm is..i m disappointed...hais.. yah...i was pretending tat i've moved on..i pretend tat i was happy...i pretend all tis had nv happen before...i was juz pretending...no matter how i hard i try and i try..i juz cant sae goodbye ... i juz had to carry on pretending...i tink friends oso quite sian to hear tat i m sad bah.. so...i dun really wanna show or tell them wad happen..becos...their reactions seem to tell mi tt...they are tired of hearing abt my sadness? so i juz have to kip it to myself...no one noes...everybody tink i was fine...but i m not..everyone tinks tat i had got over it...but actuali ...i haven... is not a easy tink for mi...NO..but i dun tink they understand...hais.. mayb out of all frends...only tian noe mi best..=) thks...i m glad.. never had a dream come true...there's no use looking back or wondering... oh tis i know...but i still cant find ways to let u go...hais..i may seem to b so happy...i may b laughing..i may b so crazy and mad...but inside mi..my sadness still exist...it hasnt disappeared...sobx