sian...hais..so fast worx...tmr goin for tat malaysia fieldtrip le...argh...i noe i have repeat tis alot timeSsss liao...but i still wanna sae...I DUN WANNA GO..hais..actuali to b honest..i have an ans to my prob...juz tat i dun wanna faced it..my ans is..to continue lyking him...m i silly?? hais..but i noe...if i choose to lyk him..i will b hurt more...even even more..i will b sad even longer...but if i choose to hate him...ok..although i b will sad too.. at least the period of time is shorter...lyk wad tian sae...i oso feel lyk taking him OUT of my heart...but i cant bear to do it...hais...either way hurts mi...but i still decided to choose the way tat will hurt mi even more...causing my wound in the heart to b deeper and deeper each day...sobx...cries..he is the 1st person tat made mi felt so disappointed wif...FIRST person...sumtimes really feel lyk put my blog de add in my msn nick...to let him see hw i actuali felt...hais...but..i tink he wun even bothered to take a look at my blog even if i put in the msn bah...as all he care nw is salvage him and andrea bah...as lyk wad i sae...he rather gif up OUR friendships...hais...i cant do anytink now...as i noe..we cant possibly get back to wat we used to b...GOOD FRIENDS...no more...tis two words is forever extinct in the three of us...forever...nw we had is...HATE bah...hahahahahahahaa...FUNNY worx..wadeva...hais...=( sobx