hais...back frm malaysia fieldtrip le..dun wish to sae anytink abt it ..juz kinda boring bah... i so sad now...not bcos of anytink..but my ah ma...my grandma! todae..in the morning...i was slping..den my mum kip asking mi to wake up...argh...nvm..its ok..as there is more meaningful tinks to do..rather than slp..my mum told mi tat wanna go find ah ma..and bring her go eat...den i ask her y...she sae..nw dun want take care of her ..den wait until she not ard den take care of her meh? den i was lyk quite happy to hear tat...i was tinking..yah..i mus cherish her too... den we went to her hse...and bring her go chinatown eat...as she at home...owaes dun want eat...den bluff us sae gt eat..everytime oso lyk tat de...and she is getting more and more skinny..see liao..so xin tong...she very stubborn de lah...everytime dun wanna come my hse or go my aunt hse...at least there is sth for her to eat over there..but she juz dun want...or else she will lyk..kip sayin tat she wanna go back liao..without having her dinner...cant stand her sometimes oso...cant she juz appreciate our concern for her? she juz dun noe hw to...hais..so todae...i see her eat so much...i oso happy abt it..sometime worst..still have to bluff her tat u damn full liao ...ask her help u eat...den she will help u eat...but todae she reali eat damn lots...lolx...great! BUT....juz now...i was using com...in the rm whr my ah ma slp..den she suddenly ask mi to slp wif her...ONCE in my lifetime...suddenly ask mi tat...i was lyk kinda SHOCK..haha...den i ask her y leh? den she sae..no lah...cos the bed oso quite big mah..den can slp wif mi...den i luff..and i sae OK...den we was lyk joking to each other...saying i ltr slp until i kick her down arh..den i ask wu lah...den she sae...ltr i fall down rite..i pull u together oso...lolx...den i sae..wah...clever lah...hehe..so i went to tell my mum abt it...den she sae..dun want lah...not gd for my health..den she gif mi all sorts of reasons...and ask mi tell my ah ma tat i cant slp without aircon ...i was lyk..huh...i was showing my disappointed de face when i go out..den she sae...not i dun allow..is not go for health mah..so better not ...but i really really want to...i dun mind...i really dun mind.. i really really dun wanna disappoint her...hais...i scare i will regret sia..haiz...but i've got no choice...sobx...i LOVE my ah ma lots...LOTS..she last time everytime come take care of us...cook for us to eat...bla bla bla..I LOVE U AH MA!!!!=p =)