HAIS...~..sad ...sobs..should i continue liking him...or should i hate him..? i dun noe...i m so confused...i m struggling hard..but i still cant get my ans...i m so diasppointed in him...damn disappointed ....totally disappointed...our friendship is juz so fragile..it breaks so easily... yuan lai..our frendship for almost 1yr...it doeant mean anytink.. its all WASTED..1yr of friendship is gone...wat more can i sae..wat more can i do? i finali noe...our friendship is only for the time being...it cant even compare to his friendship wif andrea...well..its really sad..and hurtful to realised tat...since he wanna have andrea as his frend back...fine..let him b..we cant stop him...but mean time...he is oso losing 2 of his 'gd frends' for once...its OVER..haix...he dun mind doin tat i tink...as he is satisfied wif it too...his niick...silentlover..he mean andrea i supposed...cries...i really cried of it...and i admit ..it is oso the partial cause of y i m sad...i noe...i noe i shouldnt b sad over him...but i cant help it..i m juz sad over it...no one can control it..even mi myself...haix....haix...haix..mayb friendship reali dun last forver bah...he had again proven to mi my theory is wrong ...my theory was...only friendship can last forever...i m wrong again...y even friendship cant last? tats reali pathetic...haix...wadever lah..i dun noe wat is the word LIFE...if even friendship oso cant last...haix...bad mood...and..i m not looking forward to tat malaysia fieldtrip at all...i regreted for signing up..hais...