i m back here again..haiz..feeling sad ...feel so sad when i see him in sch...when i see him in HCL class...haiz..sobx..but i still want to see see him...stupid rite...haiz..i feel so xin ku...when i walk pass him ..i dun dare to do anytink..i dun dare to turn back..argh~! i hate myself man..haiz...ai qing zhen me mei ke xin dou sui..wo bu zai xiang xin ni ...que yuo man man de xiang qi ni.. haiz..wat should do..i reali dun noe...i find myself so foolish...! i find my laugh so fake ..during the HCL lesson...haiz..dun tok abt tis sad tink le lahx...kaox..wanying tmr camp ...no1 pei mi during HCL lesson liao...sian...boring ...haiz..anyway..i oso happy over 1 tink lahx..which is..i lose weight..lolx..ppl ..u will tink tat i m crazy...but nvm...i m crazy anyway...out of tat stupid taf..hahax..but i still wanna HAIZ~!..