HAIZ~!..i cannot sad...i mus b happy..i mus smile! i mus luff! wahahahahahax...i m happy nw..i m not sad...y should i sad....cannot cry...i mus b happy de...haiz..argh~! tats wat i have been telling myself most of the time...esp when i suddenly feel sad and wanna cry..sobx...seriously..i m tired over it..but i cant gif up...i noe..if i give up ..it will b worst...sobx..m i depressed over it? ..haiz...dun noe lah...everytime suddenly feel so sad...sobx..but..i dun tink so bahx..lolx..i m fine! anyway..wat is depression? i oso dun noe...diao...ah!!! dun tok abt it anymore lah...the more i think..the more sad i will b...argh~..juz forget it..ITS OVER! everything is over long ago... lets tok abt todae bah...after sch..went to bugis wif chia and jing...hmm...lolx..we run away for the fieldtrip ting..heck care lah...as jing sae she damn hungry..den when i saw him inside..i oso dun feel lyk goin in..lolx...juz dun feel lyk! den we shop shop shop...i only buy one shirt nia..but enough le lah..lolx..no money le...den still gt so many new clothes le...chia? she buy one shirt only ...hahax..anyway..the three of us buy the shirt of diff design frm the same shop...next time we wear out together ...wahahahax...den after tat gt free tickets frm chia mum...tat show..quite nice.but oso quite long ago liao lah...but..who care...lolx..can watch jiu hao liao...watch over liao..go take neoprints...bla bla bla...RING! hahax...den go hme le lor..oh yah! shit..tmr my turn to say the newspaper tink..kaox...sian 3/4 of my day sia...haiz..i reali dun feel lyk saying lor..one of the reason is bcos...minda is oso there! wat the..argh! haiz...den i will feel so paiseh...haiz..hope tmr will b a better day...in fact everyday to b a better day...and oso hope tat tmr will pass away faster ...lolx...=p..i m still sad...haiiz..but den..hmm...when shopping tat time..i not sad lah..juz tat..i looking at clothes lor...reali..den oso no mood to craps..ai ya..wadeva..lolx..mayb abit bit lor...cos saw so many ppl wearing tt adidas watch...Oops..did i spell correctly ? lolx... den sumore b4 hear tat hei ye guo hou..remind mi of him..as is his fav song...haiz..but i m alright..=)