haiz...sobx..seriously ..i m crying nw...tmr is 210106 le..haiz...i m completely sad abt it... sobx..i m gald tat he come to tok to mi ytd...i feel abit relieved when he sae i can still trust him...but i tink not in the sense tat he will b back one day bahx...haiz...but he oso said sumtink tat made mi so sad so sad...is damn sad..vey sad..super sad...it made mi cry ...cry until i slp..i tink tats the reason y i kept feeling tired bahx...haiz..he sae...but i tink mayb i will fell in love other girl..in future...but i dun want u to b sad..as i had found a girl who can gif mi happiness...there are so many guys out there...u will love one of the soon or later...haiz..is he trying to hint mi something...sobx...sobx..sobx.. i m not surprise when he sae his feeling for mi has lessen...although i oso sad abt it...does he noe tat ...my feeling for him had not even fade...haiz..i really feel so stupid...haiz..haiz..haiz...less than 12hrs ...2101 will arrived le..and todae will bcome a history...haiz...i reali reali reali reali very sad...i cant hlp it too....sobx..foolish mi...argh~! haiz...ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!argh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cries!!!!!!!!!! haiz...