haiz...so 210106 ..is today..sobx...i tell alot of ppl.. after todae...i will try my very very best to b happy..to fgt abt him...a happy life without him..yeah...which mean..todae will b the last day which i cry i sad...haiz...i believed tat i can do it...as i m strong..we r strong...we girls are always the strong ones! but in fact...i m crying while blogging..nvm...its my last last day to cry and to b sad...haiz..everybody has brainwash mi...NOT TO SAD..BE STRONG...tian had sae sumtink which i tink is reali true...our future is in his hand...but my future is in my hands..yes...only mi myself can control my future...and tis will b the same for everyone...haiz...agreed everyone? one upon a time..a little girl wanted to find her future..she went up to the mountain and asked the sky.."where is my future?" and juz den..a little star said.."sweetie..the future is in ur hands" yes! the future is in our hands...tis story..gotten frm the song of S.H.E-xin xin zhi huo...nice ...everytime i listen to tis song..it will remind mi of wat tian had told mi...thks alot..i m so damn glad to have all of u as my gd frends sisters or wadeva...i feel so lucky to have u guys as my frends...when i tink of tis...i m not sad anymore..as i m not alone! ..i still have my funky crappy joker frends...wahahahax...=p ...HAPPY