haiz..21.01.06 ...is getting nearer and nearer..sobx...i so sad nw...but i must happy...haiz..hw to? hw to be happy when a person is sad? haiz...bluff ppl de lor.. feel lyk crying nw..tired..tired of every single things in my life...tired of my tears...tired of my sadness..tired of my hopes...tired of my waiting...tired of my disppointment...tired of my life! haiz...tis yr olevel..hw m i goin to concentrate man...haiz...argh~! y cant guys juz cherish our existence... love vs hate...guess who will win...? sobx..it juz started so happily and so sweet..but it juz ended so suddenly wif tears and sadness...when there are cracks..means they will b there forever..even until we die...these cracks will never b gone in my heart...haiz..a crack mean a crack..no one can make it disappear..even him..or myself..deep deep cracks inside of mi..inside of my heart...haiz..