haiz..i oso dun noe wat to write le lor...my mood is juz simply sad ... feel so tired it ...yah..agree wif wat chia said..we have to blame on our stubborness...i m juz too stubborn to let go..i cant...i felt so she bu de..i cant bear to let go..ah!! but all tis only cause mi to b more and more sad when each day goes by...to b honest..i cried ...i cried when i type all tis..i cried when i tink of tis...but my friends...dun worry..i m alright...i m reali fine..haiz..i reali hope tat 21.01.06 can juz go away...pls..can anyone make tis day disappear...1 yr..is 1 yr so difficult..yah..nw i tink so..sobx..at 1st i tink as it will b as easy as ABC to go through 1 yr or mayb 2yrs ... but..i m wrong...he had proven mi wrong to have tis kinda of thinking...hahax..nw i find myself lyk a fool to have such a thinking...i feel so xin tong..part of it can sae is bcos of our relationship ...but..most of it is bcos...we r now lyk strangers to each other ... ah...y? y everything would ends up lyk tis..izzit bcos it was already a big mistake frm the moment i accepted tis relationship...haiz..if tat is reali the case..den i reali regreted having tis relationship... as it made mi lose a so called good friend...i still remember..when we 1st know each other...we can sms each other frm morning till night those type ...and i enjoy it ...lolx..as its fun...reali fun...but now? haiz...i dun noe..i reali dun noe wat will b bcum when time past ...mayb tis feeling may juz fate off when time goes...haiz.. fated.disappeared.lost...